FLIPPING PLOT TWIST

Voluntary Apnea

”You know when you’re drowning, you don’t actually inhale until right before you black out?
Its called voluntary apnea.
It’s like no matter how much you’re freaking out the instinct to not let any water in is so strong that you won’t open your mouth until you feel like your heads exploding.
Then when you finally do let it in… that is when it stops hurting. It’s not scary any more… it’s …
it’s actually kind of peaceful …”

"But, I’m Fine. Asides from the not sleeping
The jumpiness,
The constant
overwhelming
crushing
fear that something terrible is about to happen…”

"It’s called hyper-vigilance. The persistent feeling of being under threat.”

"It’s not just a feeling, though.
It’s like it’s a panic-attack.
You know
Like I can’t even breathe.”

"Like you’re drowning?”

"Yeah"

"So
If you’re drowning
And you’re trying to keep your mouth closed until that very last moment…
but
if you choose to not open your mouth…
to not let the water in.”

"You do anyways. It’s a reflex.”

"But, if you hold off until that reflex kicks in
you’ll have more time…
right?”

"Not much time"

"But more time to fight your way to the surface."

"I guess"

"More time to be rescued."

"More time to be in agonizing pain.
Did you forget about the part where you feel like your heads exploding?”

"If it’s about survival, isn’t a little agony a little worth it?”

"What if it gets worst? What if it’s agony now and then…
then it’s just hell later on?”

"Then think about something Winston Churchill once said…”

If you’re going through hell … keep going

… … … … … …

I’m sorry. I can’t get this dialogue out of my head since of a few weeks ago. I find it suiting … to the moment.

LET TUMBLR EXPLODE WITH TEEN WOLF!

Teen Wolf | Episode 2 commentaries

These are written as I watched the episode.

 

  • “You look like you havent slept in days” said Scott’s mom… But here I am thinking he looks like a million fucking bucks!
  • MOM DOES DRUGS!? JAAAA
  • Stiles over the webcam? Can I just… keep Stiles forever?
  • What is Stiles trying to dfjakhslkfjhadsjhasdlkjfhsa
  • HOLY CRAP THAT WEBCAM TEXT SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME!
  • DEREK! WHAT!? YOU SOCIALLY AWKWARD CREEP! At least KNOCK!
  • Coach, seriously? Drugs? Does everything revolve around drugs?
  • COACH I CANT FUCKING PLAY TOMORROW!
  • “Never busy for you.” That’s nice.
  • Why is Allison alone in the hallway? NEVER BE ALONE IN THE HALLWAYS, ALISSON! HAVE YOU NOT LEARNED FROM MOVIES OR TEEN TV SHOWS ABOUT WEREWOLVES!? OH GOD NO
  • Saved by the bell…
  • “I prefer my boyfriend at his peak”… um, too much information? Bitch
  • Derek just transferred… WHAT!? WHAT KIND OF TEENAGER IS HE!? Hollywood, what are you doing? I’m 19 years old, and compared to that guy, I’m style a fucking 13 year o-Oh no, never mind. He… he didn’t… transfer
  • Oh Hi Derek. Nice grave you have there, btw.
  • “That’s awesome! I mean, that’s terrible”…  That’s nice, Stiles .-.
  • Stiles reading menstrual cycle while at the hospital? So much win! LOL!
  • *Scott while investigating the flipping scary house* Seriously, Scott? You see something different? It’s night, yo! Pretty obvious! Last time you checked up on Derek’s house it was broad daylight .-.
  • Wolfsbafjas;dfJskaka WHAT ISNGAPOENING (Translation: Oh, look! Wolfsbane! Oh my, wonderful discovery. What, in dear’s name, Watson, is happening in this very instant?)
  • Define lying… Stiles. Callate! You’re my favorite character
  • Great job in keeping the wolfsbane,  Stiles. It’s like porn for werewolves.Turns them on  
  • Alisson’s dad is going to the game? Cockblocking much, dad?
  • Stiles, please stop talking. For my sake.
  • ANGER MANAGEMENT, SCOTT! ANGER! MANAGEMENT!
  • Wait. Nevermind!
  • GO SCOTT! SCREW ANGER MANAGEMENT! RAGE ON!
  • Deliberately pass us the ball? NICE!
  • Scott ohmaigod tira la bola, coño!
  • Yes!
  • Oh god. Scott’s girlfriend. Go away! Run bitch run!
  • The scare is killing me so much
  • You make me nervous! Awe! Good way to swoon a girl, Scott.
  • Did you notice you’re in the guy’s locker room?
  • Oh , hi Stiles. I totally wasn’t looking at you while I was cleaning Scott’s face with my mouth. Nope. Not at all.
  • Wait… the half-bodied was Derek’s sister. Oh bloody FUCK

Teen Wolf Episode 1 | My commentaries

  • Why would you do pull ups in so late at night? I get it in the morning, but when it’s night all i want to do is dive into my bed .-.
  • JA! I can feel the bromance in these two xD Stiles, Nice way to say hello, dude. ” You don’t answer the phone!”
  • "That’s the best part! They only found half the body!" HIGH-LARIOUS!
  • Scott’s asthmatic :O
  • Dude. You found half a body. I would be hyperventilating inside a house made of the bricks i just shat if I found half a body!
  • Wait. The wolf just caught Scott… but how did he escape again? The camera was too dfjashdfkjdshaf
  • Nerd by association! SCORE! I’m digging Stiles xD
  • Ring Ring! Hello?
  • Staring at each other from across the hallway? On the first day?
  • Something tells me she’s a major plot twist
  • Guys, seriously. Your eye contact is SO much for a first day xD
  • Expecting major whoop ass goal keeping from Scott. That’s what you get for trying to embarrass him in front of his crush, coach.
  • JA! TAKE THAT, COACH! (Side not: I’m loving Stiles! His reactions are the best xD)
  • Dude! I’m just trying to find my inhaler! Thought Scott as he tried to distract Stiles with the dead half-body
  • HOLY CRAP! THAT GUY IN THE FOREST SCARED THE LIVING CRUD OUT OF ME!
  • Oh, here, have your inhaler back. Not suspicious at all.
  • I’m just going to look at my a-OH MOTHER OF CHRIST! I CAN SEE MY ABS NOT SCARRED BY A WOLF BITE!
  • ARE YOU KIDDING ME! What are the odds these two meeting!?
  • She unconsciously winked ;D She wants your … shirt
  • Pay no attention to the mood-setting, romantic music playing in the background
  • HOLY CRUD! THAT TRANSITION FROM BED TO LEAVES WAS AMAZING! IT WAS JUST SO - how does he keep his boxers on? Oh wait, now i see. Those boxers are like SUPER HUGE! I’ve always wondered how werewolves keep their clothes sometimes after their transformation
  • Main character, don’t talk to your enemy that much -.-
  • Insta-awesome boost, Scott!
  • I love Stiles. No matter how much I say it,  his character is just perfect! RESEARCH TIME!
  • Wolves? No. Werewolves.
  • YOU SON OF A WEREWOLF! YOU BETTER APOLOGIZE! DON’T GO HURTING STILES! JUST NO!
  • I visualize a demolished car, you know. Werewolves aren’t good drivers
  • They be playing Deadmau5 at the party! WUJU!
  • I finally learn the main character’s name at the party : Scott. Let me go back and replace “Main character” with “Scott” in the post
  • NO! YOU ARE NOT A FRIEND OF SCOTT! YOU LIAR!
  • Dude, how’d you get to your house so fast. I was expecting a demolished car D:
  • SCOTT, SAVE YOUR DATE! HURRY UP, YOU BEAST!
  • Stiles is such a great best friend.
  • YAY WEREWOLF TEAMWORK!
  • Kudos on the team work, not really feeling the bro-ship D:
  • Stiles… callate por favor. You’re awesome enough just by being there. You need no lines to be my favorite character.
  • ASDFGHJKL:ASDFGHJK THAT ENDING! HUR! THE HUNTER! AND HIS DAUGHTER! AND WHAAAAA~
  • (no demolished car. Bummer)